Saturday, November 20, 2010
Kinda of Lost!!!
Haven't been on in a couple of days because it has been pure hectic! Lost a step-aunt to suicide (suffered from severe depression). I do know that she is not hurting anymore. Depression is a serious disease and no one should be afraid to ask for help plus we must be willing to guide them to the help they need. Okay, no more soap boxing! I have been going through the detoxing of my body--so it is a little hard to sit down sometimes.(you that have been through it know what I mean) (no laughing Fawn). I am also learning a new way to cook and create things. When I had the lap band surgery in 2007, it was liquids for weeks on end but you learn how to cheat! This journey is so much better because I am not starving my self. I have learned to eat more calories than I have ever eaten and I think I have lost at least one pound (one pound at a time. Today at Angel Food, my youngest grandson laid his beautiful eclair right in front of me-I ignored it. I had a rice cake with hummus and blueberries plus water. I am learning!!!